Seductive music
glass of wine
swaying in the darkness of a quiet house
sloshing glass of wine
closed eyes
Remember
his touch
his arms wrapped tightly around me
feeling his strength
He won't let me give in to my weakness
no crying for me
Stronger than I know and pushing through
But here in the darkness
with him away
again
Love songs on the radio
Love songs that make you miss them so much more
The endless days
The nights full of twisted dreams
waking alone
sometimes the nightmares are so bad that waking alone won't shake them off
Knowing that this will pass is not enough
I need him
He is my rock
my other half
The dance we dance is ours
just enough push and pull from each of us
Hurting
but he doesn't know this
I won't tell him
Yearning for a beer somedays
longing for a smoke other days
so badly I can feel them and taste them
Weakness I am weak
But aren't we all?
Olivia J Stuart
June 1 2017
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